Showing posts with label friendship. Show all posts
Showing posts with label friendship. Show all posts

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

I finally went out Sunday!

I went out Sunday for the first time since like Aug that wasn't hospital or doctor related. It was really exciting but hard. I was very tired all day yesterday from it. I was happy to see my friends in Paragraph play. Other bands played but I don't know them so blah on that (for now I guess). It was hosted by Dogandponyshowwebsite because we rule..so I got to see all my husbands (and Kirsten and Lauren who are wives). I love them. We are one big retarded happy family. Brianna came with me and my newest friend Chelsea. Brianna got molested by Vin Forte all night. You creepy back rubber! Also, everyone tried on her hat. I hope no one has lice. I didn't try on the hat just in case. Do I know how to party or what?


Pictures! Not from me for once! Woo.


That is the whole Degocast group. Chris, BLyons, Emilio Sparks, Me!, Futureboy, and Baby Angel. Hot, I know.


popeye atespinch (11:09:48 AM): Felt like a droid in a bacta tank
popeye atespinch (11:09:55 AM): Gettin new parts
light this fuse (11:10:14 AM): omg jealous i wanna play driods
popeye atespinch (11:10:39 AM): Hahaahah its was so weird
popeye atespinch (11:10:45 AM): Hahahhaa
popeye atespinch (11:10:53 AM): How you feeling
light this fuse (11:11:57 AM): eh ok
popeye atespinch (11:12:18 AM): Need to get me a vader hand
popeye atespinch (11:12:26 AM): Hate wearing this brace
light this fuse (11:12:45 AM): fuck the hand i need a darth vader colon





Saturday my crazy parents are having their annual Halloween Party. They always have one like mid-oct so everyone's middle aged ass have a weekend for themselves without their annoying children. This is finally the year I am allowed to attend so I will do my best to exploit their drunk asses with hilarious photos. Hehe. I am pissed though because I am still on hiatus from being a Dani-party-time due to my guts being broken so I can not drink all their booze Saturday. I will just have to somehow have fun sober in my gorilla suit around people all 20 years older than me in my house. Any tips? Share.

Monday, June 23, 2003

Hey kids, check this out.

Are you all aware you're wasting your time? I've watched some funny things in my time and it's just gotten to the bare fact that people need a smack in the face once in a while. You can't go around life taking your moodswings out on people. You have to open your ears a lot of the time.

I talked to a friend of mine that's gone through shit none of you can even begin to ever compare to in your entire life's pain times 10. People just sit around amusing they've felt everyone else's feelings. You know sometimes the easiest way to be there for someone ISN'T to say "I know how you feel, I've been there" blah blah or "Mine was worse" because you aren't god and you never know what is really going on in someone's head unless you're them. You weren't put on this earth to fix other people's problems and unless they all out ask you for advice you shouldn't be trying to help them. People need to learn things on their own. You can't be like that all the time because it's just wrong. Say you give someone advice, and they don't follow it. Don't fucking get mad at them, just don't. It's their life and not yours. Worry about your own shit. You can't do that with people. You can't smother them and act like a goddamn pseudo all the time. All these 15-17 year olds walk around acting as if they know the way the world's run. They've been there and done that and hey your problems were never as bad as there's, right? Don't let people like that control you or you will do nothing but go insane.

Throughout life you'll get used, hurt, etc. Shit happens but don't let it have such a strong influence over you. Being pissed off is nothing but a waste of time. It really is. Even if you fight with someone wasting time not talking just doesn't do anything about it. Need an example? I had a friend once, Jenn as you all know her. Compare us when we were friends to now and how stupid it all is. Do you want to end up like that with anyone? It's hard and I'm sure I'm not the only one who doesn't hate that feeling of not being allowed almost to look at another person without being scared of causing an argument. Uncomfortable silences and turning of heads when another person enters the room. It's bullshit. Don't waste time with it.

I try to correct myself all the time but just because I correct myself on certain falts doesn't mean I should still make fun of those people. We all talk shit at one point. We all lie, cheat, we all fuck up so don't call yourself perfect.

Admit when you're wrong and fucking make up with eachother because losing friends sucks

This isn't aimed at anyone and I'm not being crpytic. If anything I'm just clearing my mind. That's what journals are for, aren't they? People shouldn't fear saying certain things in their journals. Journals are were the thoughts go so..yeah